Obbie bailed out on me. Again. He didn't even bother to return my text of "Hi" today. Rather he said "Sorry if I missed the beach today. I'm helping my gf move." I knew he wouldn't come, why did I even bother? Ah well, I'm not really upset about it. I have one guy on my mind and we didn't even talk at all today. I finally gave in and said something to him, but hes busy with someone and isn't really responding. Nothing too exciting happened today, actually, I'm pretty disappointed in my day and don't really know why I'm writing. I want to go to the beach with Ky again tomorrow, we'll see what happens. <3
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Lexi: Times two.
Since I was sick this past weekend with Issy, I wasn't able to sex with Ky like we originally planned. I told him I was going to make it up to him next time we saw each other. I didn't think two days later we'd go as far as many times as we did, but it just ended up that way.
I worked all day yesterday so I was pretty tired, but for whatever reason, Ky always perks me right up as soon as I talk to him, see him, think about him, or text him. Issy is going to smack me for writing that, because we are not allowed to fall for anyone this summer. That's the whole point of being single anyway, right? So I get to his house, we chill on his couch and I was playing with his doggy, Lady. His roommate comes home and he introduces me to her. For whatever reason, it was awkward, and she seemed to have a bad day at work so I didn't really say much to her. I should have been more interactive, but I just choked and couldn't say anything. Shes older, so it really wasn't a big deal. She begins to cook dinner for herself, and we go into his room.
Now, he has a extremely squeaky small twin bed. All the better to cuddle on, I get that, but I am never on this small of a bed. Ever. And the squeaking just makes me laugh. So we're there cuddling and talking about everything. and of course you know where it goes from there. A little touch and a little kiss every now and then, leads to sex. It's been a while, so I'll just say it: I'm tight. I'm so tight that it felt so good and he went. 3 minutes into it, and hes done. Don't laugh, because if you think about it, this shit happens! He felt bad, and embarrassed, but there isn't any reason for it. Since he wasn't really saying anything, we laid there nakey in silence. It was really nice. So after a while, he tried again and this time lasted for a while. It was from behind, and felt grrrrrreat. He was being "nice", and slow, and calm, and I just told him to not be. I flipped over and he finished, and we went out back onto the couch.
He doesn't like me talking about other guys. What guy would want to hear that? But I feel so comfortable around him, that I don't even watch what I say. I feel like I can tell him everything, but of course I don't. I'm seeing Obbie tomorrow, and I plan on trying to get away with whatever I can. I liked Obbie since senior year, and being with someone around then was complete torture. Hes dating someone right now, but hes not happy with her. I asked him if it would be hard to convince him to fool around, and he said probably not. So in all reality, his gf isn't even on my mind.
Stay tuned, because this is going to be intense. ;)
I worked all day yesterday so I was pretty tired, but for whatever reason, Ky always perks me right up as soon as I talk to him, see him, think about him, or text him. Issy is going to smack me for writing that, because we are not allowed to fall for anyone this summer. That's the whole point of being single anyway, right? So I get to his house, we chill on his couch and I was playing with his doggy, Lady. His roommate comes home and he introduces me to her. For whatever reason, it was awkward, and she seemed to have a bad day at work so I didn't really say much to her. I should have been more interactive, but I just choked and couldn't say anything. Shes older, so it really wasn't a big deal. She begins to cook dinner for herself, and we go into his room.
Now, he has a extremely squeaky small twin bed. All the better to cuddle on, I get that, but I am never on this small of a bed. Ever. And the squeaking just makes me laugh. So we're there cuddling and talking about everything. and of course you know where it goes from there. A little touch and a little kiss every now and then, leads to sex. It's been a while, so I'll just say it: I'm tight. I'm so tight that it felt so good and he went. 3 minutes into it, and hes done. Don't laugh, because if you think about it, this shit happens! He felt bad, and embarrassed, but there isn't any reason for it. Since he wasn't really saying anything, we laid there nakey in silence. It was really nice. So after a while, he tried again and this time lasted for a while. It was from behind, and felt grrrrrreat. He was being "nice", and slow, and calm, and I just told him to not be. I flipped over and he finished, and we went out back onto the couch.
He doesn't like me talking about other guys. What guy would want to hear that? But I feel so comfortable around him, that I don't even watch what I say. I feel like I can tell him everything, but of course I don't. I'm seeing Obbie tomorrow, and I plan on trying to get away with whatever I can. I liked Obbie since senior year, and being with someone around then was complete torture. Hes dating someone right now, but hes not happy with her. I asked him if it would be hard to convince him to fool around, and he said probably not. So in all reality, his gf isn't even on my mind.
Stay tuned, because this is going to be intense. ;)
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Issy - The Dilemma
I’m at my dads right now. And as much as I love and have missed him, he’s annoying me right now! He won’t stop bugging me. Poking me or telling me to “come here” just to mess with me! Parents! I’m writing this as I’m waiting for Lexi to come get me! We’re trying to figure out something to do tonight so we’ll have another fun-filled night.
Last night was a good night! Of course it always is with my girls Lexi and Katy! Shots, mixed drinks, cards, and boys. What more could you ask for? Not much! The only thing I had hoped was to see Sepi but instead I was around an ex-crush of mine. The really hilarious thing is that I was texting Lexi while on my way to her house (don’t text and drive, it’s very dangerous) and saying how we should “drunk stumble” onto his lawn and leave a note on his door! Well, low and behold when Katy and her boyfriend came over, her boyfriend was on the phone with old crush!
Here’s my dilemma:
I like Sepi. A lot. But I’m not sure what to do about it. If I should pursue this with him or just do my own thing. I mean, I think I should do my own thing but it sort of feels wrong. Almost like I’m cheating? But I’m not because we aren’t anything more than friends who fuck…I KNOW our pact is “no falling for summer boys” and I don’t think that I am! But it’s very confusing since I was reconnected with an old crush of mine from back when I was like 13/14! And said old-crush told me last night he always liked me too. So my question is: how do you know what is right and what is wrong? I guess I need to ignore what I feel for Sepi because I have a sinking feeling that this may not be the only time it will happen.
I can’t even think of a nickname for old crush right now so I guess I’ll start but calling him OC. Name subject to change. He kissed me a few times last night in the kitchen. You have no idea how much I wanted this boy when I was younger. I was literally head-over-heels in like with this kid years ago. And it feels amazing to get what I wanted back when. The only problem is I don’t feel the same things anymore. I'm a different person now than I was. Anyway, this morning we went and lay down in the spare bedroom at Katy’s, while Lexi got the other with Ky, and we just talked. We talked about everything. Asked questions about each other. It was nice. He told me he wouldn’t lie to me and that he was straight up honest about everything he told me. Also how weird it was that I was so grown up now. Weird in a good way, according to him. I guess I’m going to call OC in a little bit and see if he wants to hang out again tonight.
Well, I gotta go do my hair before my beeotch gets here! <3
Will update later!
Friday, June 24, 2011
Issy - TGIF
Argh! I’m so exhausted today. My dog kept me up all night with her constant whining and crying. Add onto that the few hours of sleep I got Wednesday night (morning, actually) with Sepi. But in the end, it’s all worth it. Well I’ve been meaning to blog since Tuesday and it’s now Friday! Oh well, at least I’m here now with enough time to update before my lady (Lexi) and I go out tonight! I’m currently at work right now and since I don’t get off until later this afternoon I figured now is a good time as any to blog! (Plus I’m not super busy at the moment so I have some spare time & my boss isn’t here yet! Hehe!)
As Lexi mentioned before, we’ve known each other forever. Since elementary school, kindergarten (me) and first grade (her), I believe? I remember the late afternoons at the After School Program when we would sit outside and draw in the red clay at the baseball field about our dreams of a huge house and huge barn. How in that house, we would have at least one gigantic room dedicated to our Breyers! I still think part of us wants to do that! LOL! I'm 19, will be 20 in December. I live too far from my BFF! :( Only an hour, but when you're determined to make your summer the best yet, it will be tricky! We'll manage!
Anyway, back to what this is supposed to be about! Our excellent nonstop boy summer!
This past week has been good! I’ve stayed with Sepi two nights, Monday and Wednesday! Of course this is probably the last I’ll see him for a while for at least a month as he is going traveling and until he leaves he will have some family staying with him! I hope to see him before then but if not, oh well.
Let me tell you about my boys of summer! <3 And as Lexi stated before me, their names have been changed.
Sepi - We talk all the time and I feel like he understands me as well as I understand him. But honestly I probably don’t understand him entirely yet. We are a lot alike and they say opposites attract but I think the more you have in common with someone, the better off you will be. Yes, you still need things that you can do on your own. With Sepi, I feel so comfortable and for me that’s a huge thing. I’ve really only been truly comfortable with one other guy, whom shall remain nameless because he is no longer a part of my life. Sepi gives me the nervous feeling, the good kind, the butterflies in your tummy kind of nervous. I’ve met a handful of his friends and some of them are cool, some weird. And Wednesday night it was supposed to just be us, a night to cuddle and spend time together. Four of his friends ended up showing up and we had a small party/hangout. Overall it was a good night. We had sex. I know, I know. It seems like we rushed it, but I honestly didn’t feel like we did. It felt right, not wrong. And I’m the first person to say “do whatever will make you happy as long as you won’t regret it”! My motto is live life with NO regrets! I’d love for him to be my MSB (main summer boy) but he will be gone most of this summer!
Roy – Hm, what to tell you about Roy. A thought never even crossed my mind of Roy when Lexi and I were talking about our summer of boys. But since he got in contact with me two days ago, I might as well add him into the mix! One never knows, right? Roy and I have somewhat of a history. We met through a mutual friend at the time, at Roy’s party and hit it off instantly. At the time, I was a very shy 17-year-old! We are pretty much the on and off type of friendship. We go through spurts of hanging out/talking to each other so I’m not really sure what to do here with him. He was my first kiss. I’m not sure he knows that, and I don’t plan on letting him know either! There isn’t really much to say about him other than he’s moving closer to me soon and I’m sure we’ll be seeing a lot of each other over the summer!
C – The only thing I can say about C is that he is a big baby. My condition is that if you want to be with me, you’ve got to at least attempt to hang out with my friends! And C, last weekend, threw the biggest fit in his car out in the street while Lexi and I were partying with Katy and her boyfriend! C and I do have a history together; we’ve fucked before (last year). I was uncomfortable around him, not very sure of myself and completely inexperienced, but at the same time I wanted him! He is strictly a booty call! But I’m not sure if I will use said booty call after last weekend!
Our pact is; ALAS summer girls are not to fall for any summer boys!
Anyway, back to work I must go before I get in trouble! We are having a small chili cook-off in my office between me and a coworker!
Excited for tonight! <3
Laaaater!
As Lexi mentioned before, we’ve known each other forever. Since elementary school, kindergarten (me) and first grade (her), I believe? I remember the late afternoons at the After School Program when we would sit outside and draw in the red clay at the baseball field about our dreams of a huge house and huge barn. How in that house, we would have at least one gigantic room dedicated to our Breyers! I still think part of us wants to do that! LOL! I'm 19, will be 20 in December. I live too far from my BFF! :( Only an hour, but when you're determined to make your summer the best yet, it will be tricky! We'll manage!
Anyway, back to what this is supposed to be about! Our excellent nonstop boy summer!
This past week has been good! I’ve stayed with Sepi two nights, Monday and Wednesday! Of course this is probably the last I’ll see him for a while for at least a month as he is going traveling and until he leaves he will have some family staying with him! I hope to see him before then but if not, oh well.
Let me tell you about my boys of summer! <3 And as Lexi stated before me, their names have been changed.
Sepi - We talk all the time and I feel like he understands me as well as I understand him. But honestly I probably don’t understand him entirely yet. We are a lot alike and they say opposites attract but I think the more you have in common with someone, the better off you will be. Yes, you still need things that you can do on your own. With Sepi, I feel so comfortable and for me that’s a huge thing. I’ve really only been truly comfortable with one other guy, whom shall remain nameless because he is no longer a part of my life. Sepi gives me the nervous feeling, the good kind, the butterflies in your tummy kind of nervous. I’ve met a handful of his friends and some of them are cool, some weird. And Wednesday night it was supposed to just be us, a night to cuddle and spend time together. Four of his friends ended up showing up and we had a small party/hangout. Overall it was a good night. We had sex. I know, I know. It seems like we rushed it, but I honestly didn’t feel like we did. It felt right, not wrong. And I’m the first person to say “do whatever will make you happy as long as you won’t regret it”! My motto is live life with NO regrets! I’d love for him to be my MSB (main summer boy) but he will be gone most of this summer!
Roy – Hm, what to tell you about Roy. A thought never even crossed my mind of Roy when Lexi and I were talking about our summer of boys. But since he got in contact with me two days ago, I might as well add him into the mix! One never knows, right? Roy and I have somewhat of a history. We met through a mutual friend at the time, at Roy’s party and hit it off instantly. At the time, I was a very shy 17-year-old! We are pretty much the on and off type of friendship. We go through spurts of hanging out/talking to each other so I’m not really sure what to do here with him. He was my first kiss. I’m not sure he knows that, and I don’t plan on letting him know either! There isn’t really much to say about him other than he’s moving closer to me soon and I’m sure we’ll be seeing a lot of each other over the summer!
C – The only thing I can say about C is that he is a big baby. My condition is that if you want to be with me, you’ve got to at least attempt to hang out with my friends! And C, last weekend, threw the biggest fit in his car out in the street while Lexi and I were partying with Katy and her boyfriend! C and I do have a history together; we’ve fucked before (last year). I was uncomfortable around him, not very sure of myself and completely inexperienced, but at the same time I wanted him! He is strictly a booty call! But I’m not sure if I will use said booty call after last weekend!
Our pact is; ALAS summer girls are not to fall for any summer boys!
Anyway, back to work I must go before I get in trouble! We are having a small chili cook-off in my office between me and a coworker!
Excited for tonight! <3
Laaaater!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Lexi: Do Nice Guys Always Finish First?
Yeah, because they're usually always virgins.
I've never fallen for nice guys. It happens to every girl, we go for the assholes. To put it straight forward, most nice guys aren't "our type" for whatever reason or another. Either wrong hair color, wrong body type, some weird flaw they have that just doesn't turn us on. It's not their fault they would give us the world and we just can't seem to go with it.
Ky is very confusing. Hes cheated three times on one girl, and once a cheater always a cheater. So I have no interest in ever dating this guy. I've noticed from past experiences, it'll just happen again. But, the problem I have is that he is sucking me in. Little kisses on the forehead, soft touches all over, sweet words that just make me smile constantly. You know, the things every girl wants. The perfect "nice guy". Our friendship is suppose to be a "no strings attached" (I want to see that movie SO BAD!) sort of fuckbuddy friendship. So far it's going prettyyyyy well. (only sex'd once so far).
Last night we went to the beach for a couple hours. I was exhausted from work, so I didn't want to stay long. We walked down about a half a mile, and saw a lifeguard stand. He asked me if I'd ever been up in one, and I told him no. He pulled me over to the stand and I climbed my way up. It wasn't facing the ocean, so we had a very nice view of a beautiful hotel. We had cute little conversations along with little kisses every so often. He tried to convince me that this was the perfect time to romantically do something on the beach, but for whatever stupid reason I felt like I didn't want to. We talked about our relationship and my relationship with other guys. I don't think he wants to hear that I want to have some fun and get experience with people, but there isn't anything hes going to do or say to try to stop me.
Well, I'm filthy from the barn and need to shower. He's probably going to come over in a bit, so i need to get cleaned up ;)
I've never fallen for nice guys. It happens to every girl, we go for the assholes. To put it straight forward, most nice guys aren't "our type" for whatever reason or another. Either wrong hair color, wrong body type, some weird flaw they have that just doesn't turn us on. It's not their fault they would give us the world and we just can't seem to go with it.
Ky is very confusing. Hes cheated three times on one girl, and once a cheater always a cheater. So I have no interest in ever dating this guy. I've noticed from past experiences, it'll just happen again. But, the problem I have is that he is sucking me in. Little kisses on the forehead, soft touches all over, sweet words that just make me smile constantly. You know, the things every girl wants. The perfect "nice guy". Our friendship is suppose to be a "no strings attached" (I want to see that movie SO BAD!) sort of fuckbuddy friendship. So far it's going prettyyyyy well. (only sex'd once so far).
Last night we went to the beach for a couple hours. I was exhausted from work, so I didn't want to stay long. We walked down about a half a mile, and saw a lifeguard stand. He asked me if I'd ever been up in one, and I told him no. He pulled me over to the stand and I climbed my way up. It wasn't facing the ocean, so we had a very nice view of a beautiful hotel. We had cute little conversations along with little kisses every so often. He tried to convince me that this was the perfect time to romantically do something on the beach, but for whatever stupid reason I felt like I didn't want to. We talked about our relationship and my relationship with other guys. I don't think he wants to hear that I want to have some fun and get experience with people, but there isn't anything hes going to do or say to try to stop me.
Well, I'm filthy from the barn and need to shower. He's probably going to come over in a bit, so i need to get cleaned up ;)
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Lexi: Suppose we should start out with an intro.
Being in a relationship for four years has it's ups and downs. Sometimes you get sexually frustrated, becuase you deal with the same thing over and over, but at the same time, you admire the familiarity and become scared to get away from that. Three weeks ago the guy I was seeing and I decided to snap it off. I can say I haven't been this happy in a long time. Yeah I miss him, but at the same time, I missed a lot from between the ages of 16-20. I am out getting experience with other guys, and just having so much fun that I don't even know how to contain myself.
I've been friends with Issy (AKA Drinkwalker) for about, 16 years? We went to school together and we're always into horses and toys. Never boys. Now that were older, you can imagine that things have changed. All we are about is each other, boys, alcohol, parties, sex, and the other boy we have on our wait list. It's smart to have a back up, and were smart as hell. I turn 21 in September, and luckily this blog of our summer 2011 should cover that crazy ass weekend.
Let me tell you a little about my guys, you'll be hearing a LOT about them in the upcoming months. For safety reasons, I changed their names. So Ky, hes a firefighter and a P2 paramedic. I have to say, that is incredibly sexy for some reason. I love when he told me he could save me if i had something wrong, and he messes with my hands to look at my veins. YES creepy I know, but for some reason it just makes me feel great to be with someone who is doing something with their life. And I love saying that I'm seeing a FF/PM. We've hung out.. 4 or 5 times, and I'll be honest, we went a little fast. Last weekend we fucked. We were drinking, but things happen. Last night I was at his house until around 2:30, didn't sex, but had a lot of fun. I am starting to fall for him, and I reallyyyyy need to stop....
Then there's 26. I can't remember his name to save my life, so your going to have to get used to 26. Hes a Pilot, and that's really all I know about him. I'm meeting him Friday with Issy and her guy, so he's kinda there for me. She said he said he likes me, but I don't even know if I like him! I hope I do, I'd feel really bad if I didn't.. hehe!
Onward to finish No Eye Contact Wednesday. <3 Will update later.
I've been friends with Issy (AKA Drinkwalker) for about, 16 years? We went to school together and we're always into horses and toys. Never boys. Now that were older, you can imagine that things have changed. All we are about is each other, boys, alcohol, parties, sex, and the other boy we have on our wait list. It's smart to have a back up, and were smart as hell. I turn 21 in September, and luckily this blog of our summer 2011 should cover that crazy ass weekend.
Let me tell you a little about my guys, you'll be hearing a LOT about them in the upcoming months. For safety reasons, I changed their names. So Ky, hes a firefighter and a P2 paramedic. I have to say, that is incredibly sexy for some reason. I love when he told me he could save me if i had something wrong, and he messes with my hands to look at my veins. YES creepy I know, but for some reason it just makes me feel great to be with someone who is doing something with their life. And I love saying that I'm seeing a FF/PM. We've hung out.. 4 or 5 times, and I'll be honest, we went a little fast. Last weekend we fucked. We were drinking, but things happen. Last night I was at his house until around 2:30, didn't sex, but had a lot of fun. I am starting to fall for him, and I reallyyyyy need to stop....
Then there's 26. I can't remember his name to save my life, so your going to have to get used to 26. Hes a Pilot, and that's really all I know about him. I'm meeting him Friday with Issy and her guy, so he's kinda there for me. She said he said he likes me, but I don't even know if I like him! I hope I do, I'd feel really bad if I didn't.. hehe!
Onward to finish No Eye Contact Wednesday. <3 Will update later.
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